Allan and My 14th Anniversary

Can you imagine how I felt with my 14 year anniversary coming around? After thinking I was going to be divorced this year, here we are living together again and celebrating 14 years. 14 years that feel unworthy of celebrating. 14 years I wish didn’t happen most days?
Allan did really amazing for the anniversary. I didn’t think we’d do anything. I wasn’t at the place where I was happy about our relationship or excited about the future or feeling really loving. Allan planned a treasure hunt with really good clues and left gifts along the way. I’m going to not share those intimate details but it was perfect. I don’t think that anniversary could’ve gone better.
Here I am with the flowers he got me that day. Those boots were the gift at the end of the treasure hunt, by the way! 🙂