I’ve been having a rough time lately. I have vented and vented in my journal and I’m sure it’s trickled over onto this blog occasionally. I’m just so upset with the imbalance in my life and how I’m powerless to change it.
And talking about it doesn’t help, so I suppose I’ll just ignore it and pretend everything is happy and fine and I’m not suffering.
That’s what I usually do.
I might take myself (and of course Ember, she can’t be far from these boobs!) to a movie tonight or something. I’m overworked.
Ember can’t leave me alone ever. She really loves me. Even if I’m laying on the ground exhausted (because she doesn’t sleep away from me and wakes me up all night) she will crawl over and sit on my back or my head 😛
This has nothing to do with anything but I’m on a raw diet right now and so freaking grumpy without chocolate or bread. I could live off of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Or chocolate. And here I am living off of nasty fruit and veggies. Fruit was delicious once, now it’s just a chore to eat. I’m sick to death of watermelon and strawberries.
The diet is to try to cure my stomach issues. I’ve been having stomach issues since my surgery. Probably from having lived so healthily for 8 months and then switching to a normal diet of junk food. Stupid choices made for really bad stomach pain and constipation. We’ll see if the raw food diet helps.
Allan and Payson played with one of the girls math manipulatives.
And now I get to go cook. And clean.
What a joyful existence, that’s just what I did this morning! And every day of the last 9 years! YAY!!!!!!!!