I feel a lot better today. Yesterday and Friday were pretty brutal. Today felt a little easier.
I didn’t get enough sleep (Brooklyn and Sierra were up most of last night playing and laughing and being awfully disobedient, more on that later) and probably stood up too much and picked Ember up one too many times. But besides that, I’m good.
Allan was super dad this weekend. He did everything I usually do in a day, including wearing Ember for much of that work. He was really amazing and made me feel like the luckiest woman alive.
I had a really weird nap this afternoon and woke up really confused (probably the pain pills) and in a total panic at being alone. I couldn’t remember who I was or where I was or anything. I jumped out of bed and when the pain hit me I remembered everything and felt like crying. Crying because getting out of bed so hastily hurt really, really bad but also because I was suddenly so thankful and filled with love for Allan.
I know that sounds crazy. But I was on pain meds so I’ll use that as my defense.
I took what felt like a ton of pictures today and yesterday. It wasn’t that many, though. Enough to capture the jist of our weekend 🙂