It’s been a hard week for me. For a few different reasons but mostly because having four little kids is a ton of work. I feel like it’s more work than I can handle, honestly.
And really I’m so tired right now I don’t even want to talk 🙁
Speaking of tired…
She sure does look tired, doesn’t she?
Like she could sleep for hours…
Or wake up after three minutes to hang out with mommy.
The only place she does sleep out of my arms is in the swing. I’ve tried her bassinet, her bouncy chair, my bed, swaddled, unswaddled, bundled and warm, blanketless and able to stretch… nothing but mommy’s arms is going to make this girl happy.
Payson grows more in love with his little sister every day. Which is crazy because he doesn’t spend a lot of time with her.
But he dotes on her and cuddles her and talks to her as if she knows what he’s saying.
Hearing him with her makes me feel happy. Total, peaceful, everything in the world is right, happy.
He was putting the tray on the swing and Ember was fussing and kicking it off and every time she did he’d CRACK UP . “EmBOW!!” *giggle*
Then he’d put it on again, trying to hold back laughing, and sit there smiling waiting and watching.
My camera hasn’t been getting much loving lately. I take it everywhere but I don’t always take it out. Probably because Ember’s decided she hates being out on errands now. She cries the entire time she’s in the Snugli. She used to love that thing. Maybe I’ll try the wrap on errands.