Ugh

I feel miserable. Just plain miserable.
I’m doing my best to keep my blog going during this pregnancy but I have to say it’s tough.

I don’t really feel like talking about it either. Not because it’s too personal because it’s not, but because it’s so BORING.

Plain and simple I’m extremely hormonal. I cry at everything. I’m just sad and sensitive all the time. Very typical pregnancy for me.

I hate it.

11 thoughts on “Ugh

  • I've never been pregnant, so I don't know what your going through, but I really can't imagine! Caring for three kids and feeling awful has got to be hard! Hang in there! And don't worry about the blog. Blog when you feel like it and don't worry about the rest.

  • I remember those days and don't tell my husband but I secretly would love to have another baby. I know we don't need one but I really want one. I'm half nuts with the 3 I have. 🙂 I'm sure it's hard to gather the energy to do the day to day things that need done I could only imagine how you might feel about this place. Something I'm sure you want to do but yet don't. Take it as it goes. We will all still be out here in blogland excited when you are able to give us an update on your life. Take care.

  • Maybe you should see a professional to deal with some of this stuff. Seriously!

    It may not be pregnancy related at all. Pregnancy could magnify it!

    We do suffer from depression & bipolar in our family.

    I wasn't even diagnosed until October. It really made me understand why my brain thinks the way it does. I got very blue and lonely when you guys were little too. I went from shutting down/isolating myself to being super-fanatical excited to raging angry in all of one day at times. I think hormones played a huge part in it, but no one knew because I was hyper-productive and hid the bad stuff.

    You can love others so much that you know you NEED to be happy and positive, but if your brain isn't producing the right chemicals it is impossible.

    Just think about it. I would hate to see you go for years with this and never quite nip it in the bud because you want to deal with it yourself (or think you can and it's no big deal).

    Cancelling out of things is part of it for me. I just don't “show up” if my stressors are on high mode. I get to ashamed to call anyone either because I fear that it'll just sound crazy to them!

    I tried to call you! I love you Tiffany no matter what!

    Am I sad that I can't see you, of COURSE! But there is NOTHING you can ever do that will change that for me!

  • boooo 🙁 I totally understand how you are feeling, but I'm so sorry you are feeling that way! Don't worry about your blog! We'll all still be here when you are passed the pregnancy blahs and you are home with a beautiful new baby! 🙂 Just blog when you feel like it and don't worry about it! I will hang around no matter what! 😉 I hardly ever blog anymore anyway, there's just so much going on! I can't imagine being PREGNANT too! Especially with 3 little ones! I know you must be exhausted!! Anyway…just wanted to say I'm thinking about you and feeling for you during this time! Hugs to you! And I cry all the time about everything and I'm not even pregnant! lol

    😉

  • I never enjoyed being pregnant either. I was sick the entire 9 months with my first. Hopefully you will be feeling better in a month or so. Hang in there. 🙂

  • I've been feeling a lot the same this time around. I felt fantastic with my first but this time I don't want to leave the house. I'm not just emotional, I'm depressed. Bleh. I hope you feel better. I am waiting for warmer weather up here so we can get more sunshine. I'm hoping that helps. Hugs.

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