So it was a fluke that Payson was good. He’s been a beast today, wanting to be held every second of the day. At least he doesn’t have any hysterical crying fits (unless of course I dare put him down for two seconds!). I’m pretty drained.
He did smile at me a ton this morning, though. He always is happy in the morning and then after a few hours of being awake he’s suddenly demon baby all the way until he crashes at 9pm or so.